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    我从来都没有想过杨逸做事居然会这么的不计后果，明明从那一张脸上来看，明明就挺靠谱的一青年，果然冲动是魔鬼。                                                                                                             我看了看杨逸，虽然我们广播社在学校社团里面不算举足轻重，但是在校园里除了宿舍和食堂，任何角落闲逛的人都会听到刚刚j彩无b的对话。                                                                                                             这一次，我的脸算是前无古人后无来者地掉足了……                                                                                                             “学长，我恨你！”                                                                                                             我瞪着杨逸，好想直接化身成为藏獒，扑上去，一口咬断他的咽喉。                                                                                                             “大丈夫不拘小节，小nv子不拘名节么，”杨逸脸上笑容无b欢畅，“怎么说也是和阿墨你处了三年，在我离开之前，总要送点礼物给你，怎么样，会不会很激动？”                                                                                                             的确很激动，还激动到痛哭流涕的地步，也不知道这件事情会不会有处分那种后遗症。                                                                                                             我拿杨逸没辙，或者说他也意识到了这一点，所以就算现在像一只斗输小牛也是无济于事的。                                                                                                             我觉得我趁着现在逃回寝室去躲着b较好一点，免得到时候更加丢脸，即便在nv生寝室之中也可能回来看我的笑话。                                                                                                             可惜我们是广播社不是话剧社什么的，不然还能像躲狗仔的小明星一样带个鸭舌帽戴副墨镜什么的。                                                                                                             我重重地哼了一声，然后开了直播间的门，逃逸了出去。                                                                                                             在从广播社到nv生寝室一号楼的道路有点长，我从来都没有觉得这一段路会这么的长，也不知道是不是我够狗屎运，或者大部分人都跑去吃饭了，一路上没看到几个相熟的，就算看到了在她们还没有开口之前，我就脚底抹油溜了。                                                                                                             离nv生寝室越来越近，我那吊着的心也渐渐地往下落了一点，胜利就在前方，同志我只要努力一点点就可以达到成功岭了。                                                                                                             离的越紧，我就越看的清楚，在寝室门口那一株水杉树旁，靳骐一如那一天地依靠着，目光悠远，不知道在想什么也不知道在等谁。                                                                                                             虽然很想，可我并不会这么认为，做人有自知之名，在这一点上我从来做的很好，就像小时候每逢考试，我就知道我一定不会考第一名那样，可我还是有点不受控制地心跳加速，脸se也有点发红。                                                                                                             大概是因为夕yan太晒，走路太快导致新陈代谢加速的缘故，我安慰自己，绝对不是因为看到了这个男人而心虚。                                                                                                             我当做没有瞧见靳骐，一门心思想要往着寝室方向冲，甚至脚步还加快了几分，他看不见我他看不见我看不见我……                                                                                                             “学姐……”                                                                                                             是我幻听了么？还是因为我念咒念的太兴起，所以导致幻听了？                                                                                                             我不理会，照旧往着寝室走，抬脚上了台阶。                                                                                                             “阿墨学姐，你没有听到我在叫你么？”靳骐的声音拉高了一点。                                                                                                             竟然不是幻听么？                                                                                                             我有些沮丧，真是的，屋漏偏逢连夜雨，怎么这个世界都不能让我安生一点呢，就算注定我的故事是个悲剧，但是也好歹参杂一点喜剧的成分好不好，这样子任谁看到很苦瓜脸的封面还能有兴趣看下去呢？                                                                                                             我回头看他。                                                                                                             靳骐也放弃了那看上去悠闲无b的姿态，没有再依靠着，而是站在了树旁，双手环x。见我回头看他，他松开了双手环x的姿态，朝着我招了招手，那姿态就像召唤自己的宠物一样。                                                                                                             擦，我什么时候掉价到宠物的份上了？！                                                                                                             “学姐，我有话要对你说，如果你想要所有的人都听到的话，那我就大声说了啊。”                                                                                                             靳骐等了一会，见我没有上前的意思之后，他又开了口，其实，他的意思不外乎就是“要么滚过来，要么你丢脸”。                                                                                                             我看了看nv生寝室周遭，来来回回不少人还真的把关注的视线落到了我和靳骐的身上，像免费观赏一出戏剧一样。                                                                                                             我想了想，刚刚在广播里面掉了那么一个脸的我，还真不能再掉一次了，我慢慢悠悠地挪了过去。                                                                                                             在靳骐面前站定的时候，我唯一的感觉就是，我还真的掉价到宠物的份上了……                                                                                                             “有事？”我在靳骐面前站定，抬眼看他。                                                                                                             从视觉上来说，男x的身高在nvx眼中普遍偏矮的，就像是一个一米七的妞和一个一米七五的男人站在你面前，你只会觉得nv的好高而不是男的很高，但是从我的目测上来看，靳骐这小neng草绝对有一米七八左右或者是以上。                                                                                                             这个身高还算不错，但是却很适合的一种，太高了，在接吻的时候有多少nv人需要踮起脚尖哟……                                                                                                             靳骐听到我这问话，瞬间眼神转变到像在看白痴一样。                                                                                                             好吧，我知道自己问错了，刚刚他就说了有话要对我说，我多此一问了，但是这不是条件反s的反应么。                                                                                                             “走吧。”                                                                                                             靳骐移动了脚步，走了两步之后回头看了我一眼，示意我跟上。                                                                                                             “去哪？”                                                                                                             我跟了上去，忍不住再问了一声。                                                                                                             “难道你想在这里被人接着关注。”靳骐回答了我的问话，然后转过了身，往着北门方向走。                                                                                                             我当然是不想被人关注的，自然的也就只有乖乖跟上的份。                                                                                                             我跟着靳骐一路出了北门，然后靳骐推门进了北门门口的一家名叫“凡人天使”的酒吧，“凡人天使”其实是酒吧和ktv双重结合的产物，一楼二楼是酒吧，三楼是ktv。                                                                                                             以前下午没课的时候我们寝室三经常在“凡人天使”的ktv里面唱歌，虽然音响不算顶好，胜在便宜啊，从12点到下午五点半一个小包厢才四十块钱，附带送茶水和两盘小茶点，这么划算的地方上哪找去。                                                                                                             但是一二楼的酒吧，我倒是没怎么去过，据说有穿着超短裙的推销啤酒的啤酒西施。                                                                                                             但是这么早去酒吧，未免也忒……                                                                                                             因为时间还早了点，这酒吧里面g本还没有多少人，只有那不知名的小乐队在那边调试着音。                                                                                                             靳骐走了进去之后就在小角落那一桌坐了下来。                                                                                                             我当然也坐了下来，不然的话，一个人站着犯傻么？                                                                                                             虽然时间还早，但是酒吧里面的服务员自然不会放过能宰的肥羊，凳子还没有坐热就已经腻了上来了。                                                                                                             靳骐对这种环境似乎挺驾轻就熟，点了一瓶红酒，然后点了几个小零食一类的。                                                                                                             在酒吧里面点红酒的家伙居然还拿我的饭卡去吃了一顿饭还买了一包大白兔n糖，想到这一点，我又开始满心满眼的怨念。                                                                                                             而靳骐无所觉的模样，单手托着下巴，一副很百无聊赖的样子，但是这悠哉的模样看上去还真的挺好看，像是一幅画一样，静谧之中透着最浓烈的se彩。                                                                                                             当然只有在他不开口说话的时候才有这种感觉，等到他一开口，就像偶然见到那大清早牙没刷脸没洗手上还端着一痰盂准备去倒的素颜明星一样，这种偶像破灭的感觉，真的打击挺大……                                                                                                             服务员动作挺快，一下子就给我们把东西端过来，还很服务到家地在两个高脚杯里面倒了一杯红酒。                                                                                                             靳骐端过了高脚杯，拿在手心轻轻地晃了晃，像是品酒师一样，闻其香，观其se，最后才慢慢地y了一口。                                                                                                             那姿态，好像现在不是小小的学生酒吧，而是在一间高级餐厅里面。                                                                                                             要不要这么装b的呀？！                                                                                                             “学姐，”靳骐咽下一口红酒，他的眉头微蹙，在头顶暖se调的灯光下，那一张脸越发显得丰神如玉。                                                                                                             美se啊美se，近在咫尺的美se。                                                                                                             我咽了一口口水，严重怀疑这个男人现在正在使用男se*诱惑这一招。                                                                                                             “刚刚在广播社里面作广播的人是你吧？”靳骐的嘴角笑意弯弯，“你的声音我听得出来。”                                                                                                             惊！                                                                                                             居然会被这家伙那么凑巧给听到                                                                                                             我惊讶无b，那一口咽下的口水一个反扑，呛到了气管，害我咳嗽个不停，好不容易等咳嗽停了，抬眼一看，那小子居然一副很兴味的眼神看着我。                                                                                                             我清了清嗓子，憋出了萝莉音。                                                                                                             “其实我原本的嗓音应该是这样的。”                                                                                                             萝莉音最重要的就是嗲和软，一如志玲jiejie那样才叫做ok，我努力憋出这辈子说过的最娇软最嗲的声音，哎哟，我滴妈，这可真憋si我了！                                                                                                             靳骐的嘴角微微有点ch0u搐，也饶是忍耐力十足，没有像是其他人一样摆出一张“受不了”的神情。                                                                                                             “学姐，那个你喜欢的neng草应该就是我吧！”靳骐又开了口，落下了一颗重磅炸弹，炸的我脑子一片空白。                                                                                                             看看，他用的居然还是肯定句而非疑问句的形式，这得多叫人恐慌啊，就算用猜的，也不能猜的这么准确的呀。                                                                                                             脸上温度骤起，我想我的脸se一定通红一片的，就连说话也有点磕磕巴巴了。                                                                                                             “别胡说……那人不是我……而且……而且……我认识的小neng草多了去了。”                                                                                                             “是吗？”靳骐的眼神若有似无地扫了我一眼，“原本我还想说刚刚广播的人是学姐你，为了不shishen，还是答应了算了，看来是我想太多了。”                                                                                                             “既然不是学姐你的话，我先还是算了吧，反正我又不是那个neng草同学。”                                                                                                             啊？！                                                                                                             这样也行？                                                                                                             我看着靳骐，他脸上的表情虽然谈不上有多认真，可也不像是说假话的样子。                                                                                                             我咽咽口水，尝试x询问：“如果是我呢？”                                                                                                             靳骐看着我，一手探进了自己的k子口袋，一会之后，一颗大白n糖放在了桌面上。                                                                                                             这是神马意思？                                                                                                             我不理解，难道说，一起吃大白兔n糖，有结石一起得？