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                                                                                       他的手掌温温的，温暖无b，久了就会让人萌生出一种贪恋。                                                                                                             房间门口传来“砰”的一声，证明李澈已经出门了。                                                                                                             我从床上爬出来，顶着一头**窝往着卫生间里面杀进去，刷牙洗脸。                                                                                                             有时候李澈这男人还是挺贤惠的，这一次煮的不是粥，而是三明治和牛n，当然三明治里面的料很简单，荷包蛋加了几片h瓜，还有se拉酱，吃上去口感b较清淡。                                                                                                             我还是更ai粥和咸菜一点，不过看在做饭的人不是自己的份上，也不能太过于挑剔。                                                                                                             吃过了早饭，我把厨房和房间都收拾了一下，然后拿了收拾好的行李箱。我在这的东西一向不多，摆在这的不过是两三身换洗的衣服，原本我就没有打算在这里长住的打算，仔细算算，其实我在这住了也不到一个星期，却觉得这一段时间像是过了几年那么久。                                                                                                             我其实是提前了几天回去的，虽然是我堂弟结婚，但是基本上那些个事情也不需要我帮忙，家里面的亲戚最远的也只是说会在婚礼的前一天到。                                                                                                             到家的时候在中午，去了家里面把东西放下之后我走了半小时的路到了爸妈的店里面，正好赶上店里清闲爸妈吃午饭的时间党。                                                                                                             “怎么的也不提前打一声电话过来，瞧瞧，都没给你准备什么好菜！”                                                                                                             老爸一边念叨着一边起身想要给我去盛饭。                                                                                                             “我自己来，您吃着！”                                                                                                             我蹦跳着自己行动，反正这店里面有哪一块地方是我不熟悉的，而且当nv儿的哪有让自己老爸动手的，多折煞人啊。                                                                                                             “瞧你那样，哪像是一个27岁的人啊！多大了还蹦蹦跳跳的？”老娘回首看我在那边盛饭，忍不住吐槽了两句。                                                                                                             “不像27岁多好啊，至少给人感觉我还年轻着呢！”我快速地把饭给盛了，还没等到坐回餐桌就已经开始扒饭吃了，家里面的饭都感觉特别好吃。                                                                                                             “你就不着急吧，你弟都b你先结婚，你还悠着，还记得b你弟大一岁的江滨吧，他再过两个月也结婚了，新娘都已经好几个月的肚子了……”                                                                                                             老娘自打进入更年期之后，那絮叨的功力又见上涨了一点，尤其这几年，絮叨的更加厉害了，而且是见缝就钻，敌退我进，敌逃我打贯彻的很彻底。                                                                                                             “妈……”我求饶，“难道你就指望着我被人ga0大肚子然后挺着一个肚子结婚么？”                                                                                                             虽然我不是特别保守份子，但是结婚也是人生大事，挺着一颗球那感觉得多郁闷啊。                                                                                                             老娘从鼻子里面重重地哼出一声：“我还宁可你大着肚子给我去结婚也b现在都找不到对象来的好。”                                                                                                             从老娘此刻t现出来的恨嫁心切，很明显啊很明显。                                                                                                             我朝老爸看了一眼，他的眼中也满是无奈之se，我低下了脑袋乖乖地吃自己的饭再也不敢吭声，就怕一个不小心再招惹来老娘的数落，但是老娘的数落已经算是轻的了，我几乎可以想象得到在我弟的婚礼上等待着我的肯定是b老娘的数落还要严苛的时代。                                                                                                             下午的时候基本上是店里面很清闲，所以老娘也就能更加清闲地磕着瓜子然后开始接着絮叨。                                                                                                             我不敢反抗，所以只能坐在一角听着，也不敢反驳。这种话题很老生常谈，基本上只要回去了我就能从自己老娘口中听到。                                                                                                             所以到后来的时候，我已经能够完全地左耳进右耳出了，等到老娘自己念叨够了之后就会停下来的。                                                                                                             我从茶壶里面倒了一杯水递给老娘，讨好无b。                                                                                                             “妈，你先喝点水！”                                                                                                             “别卖乖了！”老娘拿过水杯也不忘白我一眼，“我要的是nv婿茶。”                                                                                                             我吐舌。                                                                                                             “明年，反正三十岁之前一定让你喝到，这总行了吧？”我无奈至极，这种事情就算是急也没有用的啊。                                                                                                             我伸爪抱着老娘的肩膀，早几年没有这么撒娇了，现在这么大的年纪做这种事情还真的是有点不大自然。                                                                                                             自然地，老娘也受不了，抖了两抖。                                                                                                             “有事说事，别老腻上来！”老娘拍了拍我抱着她的手。                                                                                                             “妈，你说我回来怎么样？在这找一个工作，你说怎么样？”我问。                                                                                                             “那挺好的，早让你别一直留在杭州了，你早就应该回来了。重新找个工作，也好找对象，差不多一点就可以结婚了。”                                                                                                             老娘点头，然后反抱着我的手臂。                                                                                                             “那可是你说的啊，老妈，我告诉你说，我辞职了。”我嘻嘻笑着，吐实。                                                                                                             “……”老娘瞪我一眼，“你早就已经打算好了？”                                                                                                             也不算打算好吧，只是刚刚开始打算而已，节目都已经停摆了，停了这么一段时间之后我觉得也挺没有意思的，g脆就直接给了辞职信不g算了。                                                                                                             44                                                                                                             44、第四十三章 ...                                                                                                             丢出辞职信的时候其实也不是没有犹豫过的，毕竟在同一个岗位上做的久了总是会有感情在的，一点也不留恋也不是不可能的。                                                                                                             但是节目一直停摆的话，我也找不到那种想要工作下去的感觉。在辞职的时候节目总监还是有点意外的，甚至还挽留了许久，我是不清楚我的节目到底是受欢迎还是不受欢迎有没有给电台带来多少的利润，毕竟这么多年相处下来，还是有点感情基础的，当然的也指的也不是男nv之间的情感而是主顾之间的。                                                                                                             在总监挽留的时候我也曾想要反悔，辞职不就和逛街差不多那么一回事，等到兴致来的时候，很有冲劲，但是等到劲头一过之后，又会开始犹豫不决。                                                                                                             我也一样，犹豫了一会之后我还是坚定地交出了辞职信，姐累了，不玩了。                                                                                                             现在想想觉得自己是不是太过于冲动了点，这个年纪放弃一份那么清闲而又工资不错的工作，要知道现在外头的世道，只有找不到工作的人没有放弃工作的人，而且又不是快过年了，犯不着lu0辞。                                                                                                             后悔了，但是人生总有几件会让人后悔的事情才算是圆满。                                                                                                             老娘最后也没有说什么，只留下一句“随你，只要你高兴就好”的话，在她的观念里面，我已经是这么大的人了应该清楚自己到底在做些什么。                                                                                                             可我真的清楚自己在做些什么吗？                                                                                                             下午的时候店里头没有多少人，帮不上什么忙，所以爸妈也就让我回家休息去了，原本还以为自己会睡不着，但是没有想到却会睡的很香甜，一睡就直接到了晚上，还是被电话吵醒的。                                                                                                             我伸手m向枕头，从底下m出自己不停在响的手机，这个习惯其实并不大好，之前还被李澈说过早晚有一天我会被辐s到畸形。                                                                                                             看了一眼屏幕上显示的来电显示，我觉得还真是有够巧合，他电话过来我也正好想起他这个人。                                                                                                             窗户外头一片夜se，没有想到我这一觉睡的时间还真的够长的，看了一眼手机上显示的时间，按下通话键。                                                                                                             “有事？”                                                                                                             我问，这个时间点他应该在吃晚饭吧，怎么得是觉得屋子里面没有人给他做饭了，没有人可以随意使唤了觉得寂寞了？                                                                                                             “到家了？”                                                                                                             李澈的声音透过电话的时候听起来有点大提琴的醇厚，李澈的声音很好听，虽然不算是特别的低沉x感，但是却有一种别样的磁x。                                                                                                             “恩，还刚睡醒……”我应声，睡到全身骨头都和su了似的，特别的舒坦，“准备去吃晚饭。”                                                                                                             “日子过的挺不错的。”                                                                                                             李澈轻笑，从电话之中我能够听见汽车鸣笛的声音，证明现在的他还没有到家。                                                                                                             “唔，找我有事？”我问，和他哈拉了那么久，他还没有说到底是为了什么事情打电话过来的。                                                                                                             “恩，”李澈轻y了一声，“我想你了……”                                                                                                             李澈的尾音拉得长长的，带了点呢喃的语调，像是情人之间的情话，让习惯了他一贯毒舌的我还真的是有点不大适应，听的耳朵有点发烫。                                                                                                             他要是在这样下去，我还真的是有点招架不住了。                                                                                                             “你……我……”                                                                                                             我支吾着，找不到话来说。                                                                                                             “凌墨，还记得那个时候你为了一个冰欺凌而哭个不停的那家肯德基么？”李澈对于我的支吾很满意，声音里头的笑意更加浓郁了一点。                                                                                                             听到李澈这句问话的时候，我超级很想捂脸的，这都多少年前的尴尬事情了，他怎么还记得那么清楚，而且这男人居然还扒旧他居然还扒旧！                                                                                                             嗷嗷嗷的，太让人伤心了。                                                                                                             “我不记得了。”我梗着脖子开始装傻，“好像没有这种事情，我完全没有印象。”                                                                                                             那么丢脸的事情现在回忆起来我都替当时的自己觉得丢脸。                                                                                                             “好吧，”李澈也不坚持，不戳破我的谎言，“你现在来肯德基门口吧。”                                                                                                             “恩？”                                                                                                             我表示不解，我正打算梳洗一下之后去店里面蹭爸妈的晚饭，也不知道现在去还能不能蹭上那一顿，一会之后我才反应过来，“你该不会来我们镇上了吧？”                                                                                                             电话那头的李澈再度轻笑了两声，用笑声肯定了我的猜测。                                                                                                             我囧了一下。                                                                                                             “你在那等我。”                                                                                                             我叹了一口气，然后挂上电话，也懒得去换下自己身上这一身睡的很有三宅一生立t感的衣服，套上鞋子拿了自家房门钥匙就出了门。                                                                                                             等到我到肯德基那边的时候已经是十分钟之后了，镇上的人生活不像城市里面一样快，等到晚上的时候，除了商业街那边b较热闹，其他的地方还是b较清静的。                                                                                                             不过在镇上开发了旅游之后，晚上也b往常以前稍微热闹了一点，观光客还是挺喜欢夜游小镇，几个人租一条小木船，还能沿着镇上小镇溜达一圈。                                                                                                             我也没有花多少力气去寻找李澈，他的车子就停在肯德基附近，镇上很少停车格，基本上哪里能停车就能直接停了，反正也不会有人来开单子。                                                                                                             李澈很是清闲地坐在车子里头等着我的到来，和他一边听着音乐一边等着我的惬意相b，和在这深秋的夜晚还出了一身汗的我显得狼狈极了。                                                                                                             甚至，他的手上还拿了一个冰淇凌。                                                                                                             哦，这实在太刺激人了，为毛我就得一路用小跑着过来，他却是在这边吃冰淇凌，这待遇真差别！                                                                                                             “来，先擦擦汗。”李澈见我上车，从摆放在车上的纸巾盒里面ch0u了纸巾递给我，语调温和。                                                                                                             我接过纸巾，擦着额头上的汗水，突然想起某天夜里面这个男人说的，我还真的是逃得了和尚逃不了庙，当年被他尾随回家的确是一件很失策的事情。                                                                                                             真悲哀！                                                                                                             “吃么？”                                                                                                             李澈把手上的冰淇淋递给我，肯德基的冰淇淋这么多年下来也没有什么创意，依旧是那老模样，只是这一次我没有泪眼婆娑到看不清楚眼前的东西。                                                                                                             “还没吃过的，你不是喜欢冰淇淋的么。”李澈补上了一句。                                                                                                             我讷讷地从李澈手中接过冰淇淋，他买的似乎有点早，上面的n油有点化了，一口下去的时候，略有水分。                                                                                                             “你来g嘛？”                                                                                                             我咬着手上的冰淇淋，问这个不速之客。                                                                                                             “想来放个假，你们镇上不是也ga0了什么旅游项目么，所以来玩玩。”                                                                                                             李澈神se如常，只是眉宇之中多了一点疲惫。                                                                                                             玩你妹呀，有那么多玩的地方你哪里不去玩非得来这里，我在心底哀号一声，而且早不放假晚不放假的，非选在这个时间段放假。                                                                                                             “想住哪？需要我给你推荐点地方么？”                                                                                                             我问，虽然我常年不在家，但是对于镇上的娱乐措施还有住宿一类的地点还是清楚无b的，有几家还b较不错，应该能符合这个男人的标准。                                                                                                             “林淼淼说，你家有一个长年空着的房间，而且你对于朋友不都一向包吃包住包玩耍的么，怎么，这一次想例外？” “……”                                                                                                             我无言以对，林淼淼那家伙居然向李澈投诚，把我家的讯息提供的那么一清二楚，连长年空着的房间都招供了，忒不厚道了。                                                                                                             要是他真住进来，会家庭zb1an的=口=                                                                                                             正想着要怎么回答李澈的话，攥在手中的手机又响了起来，上面显示的电话号码是爸妈店里面的。                                                                                                             我接起，顺带做手势让李澈别开口讲话。                                                                                                             电话是老爸打过来的，无非就是问我醒了没有，晚上这饭留不留。                                                                                                             我应了几声，让老爸多准备了两道菜，理由有客来访。                                                                                                             挂上电话之后我抬眼看向李澈，“要不要到我家吃饭？”                                                                                                             从杭州到我家要一个多小时的车程，看李澈那疲惫的样子也不像是吃过晚饭的，我伸手指点路程，让李澈往着我家小饭馆方向开。                                                                                                             “阿墨，我们这样算不算是见家长？”                                                                                                             李澈一边开车，一边偏头问我。                                                                                                             ……                                                                                                             我沉默，我不想说话，我只是好心请这个男人吃顿晚饭而已，g本没有特别的意思，绝对不是他所说的那样。                                                                                                             “阿墨，我这豆芽可真不容易，那么多年，总算是见了光。”                                                                                                             李澈声音带了点调侃。                                                                                                             豆芽个妹啊，我还海带呢！                                                                                                             我自动屏蔽他所说的话，然后在转弯角的时候示意他转弯。                                                                                                             从肯德基到我家小饭馆并不算特别远，不过是两条街的路而已，开车就更加快了，不消两分钟。                                                                                                             车子在饭馆面前停下来的时候，我看到老妈正站在饭馆面前翘首以待。                                                                                                             尤其是在瞧见李澈从车上下来的时候，老妈眼睛一亮，我可以瞧见老娘的八卦之魂正在熊熊燃烧。                                                                                                             作者有话要说：好友的文